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|Thursday, May 26th, 2005|
I can't believe it! my plan didn't work! i didn't even get the chance to carry it out!!! i'm so pissed right now!!!
ok, so in language arts class i was telling my friend that i couldn't do it. I kept saying that until i said that, yes, i would do it. so the bell rings and we take our time because we have to wait for him to come out of his class. anyway, we're going slow. we get out the classroom and i don't see him. i'm getting mad until i see him coming out. so my friend and i are walking kinda near him and when i get close enough, my friend "gently" pushes me. i didn't even move!!! i was so mad and i was like, ok, i'm not waiting another day because for the past 2 nights, i haven't been getting any sleep because i've been thinking of everything that could go wrong, what i was going to do, etc. so i said that i wouldn't worry about it and just not do it tomorrow. so my friend was still going to tell him that i like him in health. i see her the next period so she said that she would tell me about what happened. so after health, when i saw her, the moment that i saw her, she looked down and i knew that something was wrong. so i sit down and she tells me that she didn't get the opportunity(sp?) to tell him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD I'M SO MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry if i'm talking about him ad infinitum, but i swear to god that he is hot!!!!!!!!!! GGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Current Mood: pissed b/c...read the above
|Wednesday, May 25th, 2005|
ok, sorry i haven't been able to post for a loooong time, but let's just say that i've been having a rough week. plus, i'm not supposed to have an account here, so i kinda have to wait for no parents around. kinda hard.
i'm so happy because i got a 98% on my gay project for AE!!!!! I'm so happy!
i'm so mad, though, because my mom got a new boyfriend! if anyone here knows what i've gone through with my mom's past boyfriends, then you'll know how hard i'm taking this, although he seems kinda cool. that's actually why i'm posting my journal-my mom's out with her boyfriend!! oh yay.
on a lighter, note, however, i can't WAIT for tomorrow because i have a great plan that will allow me to talk to the hottest guy in the friggin world-sorry, i'm obsessed. see, my friend's going to push me into him, making it obvious, and she'll walk away from me. then i'm going to say something to him that will be hopefully intellegent, sorry i can't spell, and then walk away. my friend has a class with him and if he asks if i ask him, she'll say yes and then hopefully i'll be able to talk to him more. if he doesn't ask, she's still going to tell hime and hopefully he'll talk to me! can't wait! wish me luck!!!!!!! Current Mood: hopeful that my plan will work
|Friday, May 13th, 2005|
Wow. Today really sucked. Friday the 13th.
Ok, so I have to go on a field trip today to a theater in a nearby city. So my teacher tells us to not wear sweats, tshirts, etc. she also told us to look nice. I took it that she wanted us to dress up. I get to school and there is one other person that is dressed up as much as me. I mean, I had a skirt, old lady-nice top, and nice, cute shoes! I felt so retarded compared to the people that are wearing jeans, flip flops, mini skirt!
The bus ride sucked because it was really hot crammed with tons of people on it and studying for a test that you have to take when you get back.
So we get there and when we walk into the theatre, we are the oldest kids there! I'm in 8th grade and there were kids there that were in about 3rd grade! If my school wasn't there, the oldest kids would be another school in my district that are 6th graders! I felt so stupid!!! To make matters worse, the play was so corny! The kids laughed at the most random times and the plot made no sense. I mean, how exciting is a play about kids that run away from their home and live in the Metropolitan Museum of Art in NY? That made me so mad!!!
Then we had to eat our lunches on the floor on top of paper towels.
We also had this backstage thing were you could see the stages and stuff and I thought, "How can you screw that up?" Well... the tour guide didn't know anything about the theatre and kept saying, "I don't know" whenever someone asked her a question. grr.... Hope Monday's better. Yeah right. I have a huge project due that day that I should have been working on for over 6 months! I'm so screwed. Current Mood: scared-thinking about Mon.
|Wednesday, May 11th, 2005|
|MY FIRST ENTRY!!!
Wow, how friggin' awesome is this? Actually, it's not really. But hey, when this is the most exciting thing you've done today, this is awesome. That made no sense.
Anywho... I'm so happy! I HAD NO SCHOOL TODAY!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! But this is pretty much the only thing that I did today. Those lucky... I can't even think of a word to describe them.... people... that went to Cedar Point today!! Grr... I despise them all!
I'm so tired.
I hate my teachers. But I always find my one teacher's name humorous: Mrs. Dick. That has to be the most hilarious name I've ever heard in my friggin' life. We also have a sub somethimes whose name is Mrs. Dickie. Wow. Our school and Dicks. That's actually what all of the guys are like in the school. They're so stupid and rude. There is this hot guy that I have my eye on. I'm sure everyone wanted to know that...
Anyway, I gotta go work on my WEP for AE. It's really gay. Current Mood: a really hot guy will askmeout